Monday, October 1, 2007

Caroline Eloise Barker

I don't know that anyone ever checks this anymore
and thats okay :) I haven't .. done a thing on here in a really long time
but
today, i will share my heart

Caroline Eloise Barker Born into the Arms of Jesus on September 15th 2007.
As i sat in the waiting room of the Hospital downtown memphis, i felt so helpless.. This i haven't felt in a long time! Tyson was next to me, being amazing, and my mom was on the other side.. her sobs told me what was happening.. I never thought this would happen. HOW did this happen?

minutes later we were called to go back into the hospital room with my brother mike and his wife alli. We walked in and I thought i saw relief on my brothers face, he was holding their baby- we held her for six hours, and loved on mike and alli. I have never loved my brother more than in this moment, he was the one who was comforting all of the people who came to see them.
How lovely is your dwelling place
O LORD almighty!
My soul yearns, even faints for the courts of the LORD;
My heart and flesh cry out for the living God.
Even the Sparrow has found a home, and the swallow a nest for herself
where she may have her young- a place near your alter,
O LORD Almighty , My King and my GOD
Blessed are those who dwell in your house; they are ever praising you.

O Better is one day in your courts
than a thousand elsewhere;
I would rather be a doorkeeper n the house of my GOd than dwell in the tents of the wicked
For the LORD God is a sun and shield; the LORD bestows favor and honor
no good thing does he withhold from those who walk in blameless
o LORD ALmighty, Blessed is the man who trusts in you.
PSALM 84

I thank you Jesus for your grace and love- thank you for pouring comfort over my beautiful family

Though this has happened- i have been so so extremely blessed!!!!! TYSONS SISTER IS HAVING A BABY!!!!!!!!
Which means... i will have another precious baby to love!! This baby will be so loved and prayed over- Already her health and safety are in my prayers :) Praise Jesus for life- Praise Jesus for healing!!

3 comments:

Pro said...

How can I keep reading? You have me sobbing!! Praise God that both these preciouse babies are held so tightly in His hands!!!

mercy.joy said...

your heart is incredible.

Tyson said...

Baby, I think your more and more amazing every day. This blog makes me want to cry but it also makes me so proud to be your one and only. I love you more than you will ever know :)